Losing My Friend Again..

for now, i just wanna scream
"DOMOOOOOO~ WHY DO YOU LEAVE MEEE????!!"
Fvck for my bro who didn't take his responsible!!! aaaarrrrgh he always do something bad!! it's his fault!! ><

Domo... T_T its the 2nd time for me, found my pet died when i have just arrived at home..
Domo... you're a nice rabbit. same with jojo, you was always with me when i came to you although i didn't bring any food. i prefer you than Kimi.. but, i'll take care for Kimi with the same love i gave to you.
Rest in peace Domo... Sorry i couldn't take care for you.. You know that i love you right.. We are forever friend~ :))


oh my.. For me, my pets are my friends.. A pet much better than a real-man-friend. You can trust your pet, but no one can be trusted. I love my pets more... I share more with my pets than my friends. That's why, lost a pet more hurting me.. Kekeke :p

Sayonara Domo~^^ *my heart still sobbing

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Ah~ I Miss You Friends... :))

It's about my JuniorHighSchool friends.

We was two extra clases and so close to each other like a family. and also with the teachers. that's why i always missing them and wish i can go back to that time. so different with my SHS when we was have so many groups in only one class! LOL

back to my JHS story... everyday i spent my day at that school from morning until evening. regular lesson in the morning (i always came late in 1st grade then crying didn't want to enter the class however i go back at home! but, i changed when 2nd n 3rd grade :p), had lunch together with my classmates and our neighbourclass friends and our juniors, and also with the teachers, shared the meals, then we had zhuhur together, after praying, one of all students had a speech in front of others one by one every day. then we had our "discuss time" when every class disscused about something, girls with girls n boys with boys (absolutely), sometimes we did our homework which had given in morning lessons, and sometimes we did our homework for afternoon lessons (as always, do your homework at school with friends is much better :p). Then, yeah.. afternoon lessons time! we studied added lessons such as tajwid, aqidah, arabic, else.. (i didn't pay attention to that lessons too much. that was afternoon, i always got sleepy u__u), then we prayed for ashar, before go home, let's sing asmaul husna~ a very comfy time^^ wish, i still remember Asmaul Husna..

I always loved friday, because the girls had more rest time when the boys prayed for Jum'at. We disscused all about girls, girls time~ but, the most important is still the more rest time!! XD

so many other unforgottable moments there... when there was NO WATER for wudhu and all students being panic and runned to everywhere to found the water. LOL
when conversation class, each group in class should make their english conversation in drama style with costums.. i was always enjoying our drama, my friends were such a good directors, producers, and actors XD

Our MarchingBand.. i was the Bellyra (sorry, how to write it? -_-) player :p it was so heavy when you should brought it as long as the carnaval ><

Then, Al-Qur'an lesson when we should memored at least 1 ayat every lesson.
When Sport time, because we didn't have a wide field/yard to do sport, so we walkd to the yard nearest (it's so far) from school. I also enjoyed the trip^_^
What's more??? I think enough for now.. there was so many unfogottable moments include the ashammed one which i still can't tell everyone ><

from i was kindergarten, madrasah, ES, JHS, SHS, n now university.... my JHS moments still the best also the friends the teachers the lessons and the 'aura'. I really miss them... wish oneday i can gathering all of them in our reuni akbar. when it'll happen, just wait.. InsyaAllah it'll happen^^

Regards,
A girl who really miss her JHS friends

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My Chicken Soup for The Tea Lover’s Soul

I’d love to read chicken soup series because the stories are so inspire and motivate. So, i bought this one of Chicken Soup series, but this one tells us all about tea. As you see on my little info in sidebar that i love TEA. :D

In this book, you can find the history of tea, kinds of tea, tea parties, how to make a tea whith different style because each culture have their own best way to make a cup of tea, and more about tea.. you also can find many stories about tea, about how tea can makes people’s life more beautiful.

Haha, i think this book too old to read. Uhm.. maybe bacause ‘tea’ is so cultural. But, tea still amazing for me. I wish i can enjoying tea with all styles it has.

(sorry idk the english, hope you understand what i said, honestly there are words that wrote but i didn’t understand. -_-“)

So, Enjoy your tea~

Just a Pict.

but i love these picts..

Find Some cute Picture here

http://www.wallcoo.net/Cartoon/Korean_Illustrator_Wallpaper.htm
echi wp
http://vietnamwallpaper.com/k-cartoon-4-illust-echi-02-echi-410.htm

MY 2nd Skin Success!! ^0^

Yey!!! Yippieeeey!!

Finally my 2nd skin done and it works good in my blog! haha.. fiuuuh.
about my 1st skin, it doesn't work, no, it works but idk what should i do with that after i made the header and entries.. :p
okay, the most important i've finished my 2nd skin and i like it like it like it~ thank you for whoever whatever which have helped me.. :D
i'll try to make better skin in future.. i'm waiting for the best design idea. i'll learn more about coding first btw. hoho it's a bit difficult. yeah.. i'm a newbie -_-''
okay, i just wanna say that! bye~

JAVA TASK

Hasil Tes Kepribadian dari Ipersonic.net

Idealis Pemimpi

Tipe Idealis Pemimpi sangat berhati-hati dan oleh karenanya tampak pemalu dan pendiam bagi orang lain. Mereka berbagi kehidupan emosional mereka yang kaya serta pendapat-pendapat kuat mereka dengan sedikit sekali orang. Namun orang sering keliru menilai mereka dingin dan pendiam. Mereka memiliki sistem nilai-nilai dan prinsip-prinsip yang murni dan mulia yang menonjol di dalam diri mereka yang demi hal-hal itu mereka bersedia mengorbankan banyak hal. Joan of Arc atau Sir Galahad adalah contoh tipe kepribadian ini. Tipe Idealis Pemimpi selalu berusaha keras memperbaiki dunia. Mereka dapat sangat memikirkan orang lain dan melakukan banyak hal untuk mendukung mereka dan membela mereka. Mereka tertarik dengan sesama mereka, penuh perhatian dan murah hati terhadap mereka. Begitu antusiasme mereka akan suatu hal atau orang bangkit, mereka dapat menjadi pejuang yang tak kenal lelah.

Bagi tipe Idealis Pemimpi, hal-hal praktis tidak benar-benar penting. Mereka hanya menyibukkan diri dengan tuntutan-tuntutan harian yang duniawi saat benar-benar perlu. Mereka cenderung hidup sesuai dengan semboyan „yang jenius mengendalikan kekacauan“ – yang biasanya memang demikian sehingga biasanya mereka memiliki karir akademik yang gemilang. Mereka kurang tertarik dengan detail; mereka lebih suka melihat sesuatu secara keseluruhan. Ini artinya mereka masih memiliki pandangan menyeluruh yang baik ketika sesuatu mulai menjadi rumit. Namun demikian, sebagai akibatnya, sesekali dapat terjadi tipe Idealis Pemimpi melewatkan sesuatu yang penting. Karena mereka menyukai kedamaian, mereka cenderung tidak terang-terangan menunjukkan ketidakpuasan atau kejengkelan mereka melainkan memendamnya. Ketegasan bukan salah satu kekuatan mereka; mereka membenci konflik dan persaingan. Tipe Idealis Pemimpi lebih suka memotivasi orang lain dengan sifat ramah dan antusias mereka. Barangsiapa mendapatkan mereka sebagai atasan tidak akan pernah mengeluh kekurangan pujian.

Di tempat kerja, tipe Idealis Pemimpi adalah teman dan pasangan yang suka menolong dan setia, orang-orang yang memiliki integritas. Kewajiban sangat sakral bagi mereka. Perasaan orang lain penting bagi mereka dan mereka senang membuat orang lain bahagia. Mereka puas hanya dengan lingkaran kecil pertemanan; kebutuhan mereka akan kontak sosial tidak begitu menonjol karena mereka juga butuh banyak waktu untuk diri sendiri. Basa-basi kecil bukan keahlian mereka. Jika seseorang berharap berteman dengan mereka atau memiliki hubungan dengan mereka, orang itu harus mau berbagi dunia pemikiran mereka dan bersedia berpartisipasi dalam perbincangan mendalam. Jika Anda berhasil melakukan itu Anda akan dianugerahi dengan kemitraan yang luar biasa intensif dan kaya. Karena tuntutan-tuntutan mereka yang tinggi terhadap diri sendiri dan orang lain, tipe kepribadian ini kadang-kadang menjejali hubungan dengan gagasan-gagasan romantis dan idealis hingga tingkat tertentu sehingga membuat pasangan merasa terbebani atau minder. Tipe Idealis Pemimpi tidak jatuh cinta dengan mabuk kepayang namun ketika mereka jatuh cinta mereka menginginkannya menjadi cinta sejati yang tak berkesudahan.

My Personality Test Result - by ColorQuiz.com

Your Existing Situation

Feeling dissatisfied in her current situation and has a strong desire to escape or find an immediate solution.

Your Stress Sources

"Always trying to make a good impression on others, but doubtful she is succeeding. Feels she has the right to everything she hopes and dreams of and becomes annoyed and helpless when things don't go her way. Is troubled by the very thought of failure which leaves her feeling miserable. Always sees herself as the victim as if everyone treats her poorly and she never is given her fair share. Feels her failures are no fault of her own, but due to the shortcomings of others."

Your Restrained Characteristics

"Self-centered, tends to take this personally and is easily offended, which leaves her feeling isolated."
"Although she is able to find contentment through sexual activity, she feels hopeless to change her problems and difficulties and continues to make the best of what she has."
"Seeking to broaden her horizons and believes her hopes and dreams are realistic. Worries she may not be able to do the things she wants and needs to escape to a peaceful, quiet environment in order to restore her confidence."
"Although she feels isolated and alone, she is afraid of forming deep, meaningful relationships. Is conceited and is easily offended."
"Although she is able to find contentment through sexual activity, she feels hopeless to change her problems and difficulties and continues to make the best of what she has."

Your Desired Objective

Feels as if her hopes and dreams have been unfairly stomped on by others. Irritated and upset with her current situation which she feels is an insult to her true desires.

Your Actual Problem

"Feeling a lack of energy, she does not wish to be involved in further activity or give in to demands. she is feeling powerless causing her stress, agitation, and irritation, all which she tries to escape by refusing to participate altogether. she is determined to get her own way in the end and is cautious as she puts her plan in action."

Your Actual Problem #2

"Inability to reach her goals, she is afraid to create or pursue new goals because she fears the rejection and let down they may cause her. she is feeling anxious and escapes by withdrawing into herself and protecting her emotions leaving her moody and depressed."

My lovely baby bird, Jojo

when i met you in first time, it's like... ugh? bird? ? =.=
but, every time i feed you, i played with you, listened to your twitter, when you never leave your cage and never run away for us. you always here with me. we became close to each other.
i was really sorry for your mom because I and my father and also my bro's selfishness.

now, i really really sorry for you. i couldn't save you. hiks T.T
why did you go jojooooo??! i don't want to losing my friend like you!
although you just a baby bird, you're a special friend for me. i have never have a baby bird friend before.. T.T
that cats always go away to everywhere they want, never stay beside me.

you should be carefull!, don't fly out from your cage! wait me back home!
i hate everyone was at home who didn't notice you!! ><
i cursed that cat!!

now, who can changes you? nothing!! but, who can stay beside me as my animal friend like you??!
poor me T.T i'm crying out now~ i really miss you~ T.T
i want to hear your tweets... i want you fly to me right now~ i want to feed you.. T.T

you are my friend, forever~ i love to have a pet like you.
I LOVE YOU JOJO~! ><

p.s : rest in peace joo~ don't forget me, you are always in my heart :')